It was a busy day. I didn't get up from my computer for hours on end, and when I did I had a ton of things to do. I went to the gym, only to find the pool so full that I left. I am not a good workout swimmer, and am slowly gaining confidence but wasn't prepared to jump into a packed pool today. I was going through the day with a heavy heart thinking about a tragedy - the worst kind of tragedy - that had befallen a family I have known for my whole life.
I had about 7 pounds of heirloom tomatoes from the weekend sitting on my counter. I had brought them home with the idea that I would spend Sunday making sauce and storing my tomatoes for the winter - taking advantage of the last gasp of tomatoes before the chill of the fall sets in. Sunday had come and gone. They were begging for attention, threatening not to last a minute longer and couldn't be put off until tomorrow.
So I paused.
I opened up Marcella Hazan's The Essentials of Italian Cooking, found the easiest recipe, and started to cook. Tomatoes, salt, pepper, garlic, and basil. Looked easy enough. I began to prep the tomatoes, per Marcella's specifications. Dunk each tomato in boiling water, remove and allow to cool only until you can touch it. Then remove the peel. I got into a rhythm. Dunk, peel, wait for the water to boil again, repeat until all tomatoes are done
According to the recipe (which I doubled), I needed two large bunches of basil.
"Pull all the basil leaves from the stalks, rinse them briefly in cold water, and shake off all the moisture using a colander, a salad spinner, or simply by gathering the basil loosely in a dry cloth towl and shaking it two or three times. Tear all but the tiniest leaves by hand."
Come on, you have got to be kidding me, Marcella. I hung with you for the tomato preparation, but tear the basil? By hand? I took a deep breath and decided to just trust and go along with the recipe. That's the thing about Marcella Hazan and the great cookbook writers. You just trust. She takes you by the hand, and shows you her craft. You are the apprentice. As a person who is constantly changing recipes and revising them to my tastes, it is unusual that I take a recipe word for word and just follow with blind faith.
And something interesting happened as I followed. I didn't have to exert any energy worrying about adjusting, tinkering, tasting, changing. A couple of leaves in, I started to notice the noises around me. A dog barking, the water bubbling, a bus passing on the street. And I started to think. My mind wandered and quieted. I tore and tore. All but the tiniest leaves. The recipe had asked me to expend some energy in tearing, dunking, peeling and gave me energy in return. I walked out of the kitchen, sauce complete and delicious, with a renewed energy. The process of cooking and following this recipe had left me rejuvenated and re-centered.







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